Monday night chat
Streamed live on Nov 4, 2019
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TVuR44baMlI

hi Savannah welcome
hey hey brandy welcome welcome
hope you guys are having a wonderful
Monday evening I was sitting here and I
was like you know I think I'm just gonna
go live it's already almost 8 o'clock
here but so I don't know how many people
are gonna be on but we shall see hey
Chris welcome welcome
did you get my snap back when I snapped
you Oh Brandi I'm sorry I hope
everything's okay if you ever need a
chit chat and you don't feel like
talking about it on an open platform you
can always email me I've been doing
really good Diana thank you and welcome
hi is it
hater is it hater I'm not sure if I'm
saying it right yeah okay yeah I would
just check I sent you one earlier hey
perfect welcome hi animal lover Oh
Brandi oh honey I am so sorry for your
loss
oh my gosh you and your family are in my
thoughts and prayers I am really sorry
that is got to be one of the toughest
things my thoughts are with you sweetie
Heather okay um yes please give me a
thumbs up if you can Oh Lauren welcome
thank you thank you thank you
um hey girl you get my message on
Instagram
when did you message me perfect
yes Brandi if you ever need to just
chitchat
or talk or vent always knowing here for
you and I'm sure there's many many more
out here on the channel that are here
for you yesterday
I didn't see any messages I'll
double-check um and you said it was
Instagram I want to make sure but yeah I
hope everybody is having an OK Monday um
yeah I will double-check perfect for my
Instagram I didn't see any messages but
I don't know if I can I can try and
check it on here my money went really
well
I had my therapy session as I always do
on Mondays I found out today my
therapist is moving which it scared me
at first I thought I relate to you and I
am here if you ever want to talk
oh thank you perfect I appreciate that
where is your skunk he is actually
outside hey Deb welcome he is out in the
living room playing with the kids I will
grab him in a little bit hey Erica how
are you I will get into that here in
just a second I am let me trying to
check my Instagram see if I can't I
don't know if I can log on from here you
have a real gun yes I do I do I do
my little Sebastian well he's not little
anymore he actually weighs 12 pounds and
a lot of people were talking about how
he's gotten really big yeah I will go
grab him here in just a second um though
there was some comments about how he's
really big and he is because right now
during this well it's kind of like the
mmmm middle of October yeah I would say
middle of October to the end of January
they
are in what's called they don't go into
a complete hibernation but it's a light
hibernation and they pack on fat cells
and that's what they live on basically
that's what they live on is like he
literally will sleep almost 20 hours a
day
like I said he just woke up we're almost
at eight o'clock he just woke up and
he'll go out there and he'll eat his
food and then he'll play with the kids
and with us for a couple hours and then
he marches a little but right back under
the bed and he goes to sleep because
that Sebastian's littlelow out scheduled
but so right now it's normal for them to
actually put on more weight because
they're not eating but maybe once a day
so they do that for their own I guess
purpose I don't know but they I do I do
have to be careful because I was told
that they can get diabetes I didn't know
that so I'm glad to know oh it did sign
me into Instagram I didn't know I was
gonna I could do that um well where is
there the right thing well it says
Instagram yeah
hmm
I don't see where it says can we get a
house tour Oh Lauren Lauren my house is
not to were ready right now I am under
Valerie Harris on Instagram okay I will
um I'll check it because I don't see I I
don't even know where I go to check my
messages I didn't know I can get it on
my desktop so I will check it and if I
didn't get it I will try and find you
and I said you oh yes Lauren back to the
house tour I am so sorry but tonight my
house is an upside down mess in my way I
feel like it is it really probably isn't
to most but it is to me so and tonight
is not my cleaning night I took a break
today and just kind of had a little bit
of a relaxing day um I am going through
a girl really sad and depressed my son
and daughter both oh damn I am so sorry
I am so sorry
my heart and my thoughts and my prayers
are with you just like I told somebody
else if you need to talk vent and want
to talk in private you can more than I
am more than happy to have you email me
friend requests me on Facebook somehow
get me your phone number I can talk with
you
you know loss is one of the hardest
things and losing a child is really hard
losing a parent is very hard it's not
like losing a fifth cousin down the road
you know and I get it so I am so sorry
for your loss please know that I am in
prayers with you my thoughts are with
you and your family and like I said
reach out to me if you can and keep me
updated on how you're doing
heyyyyyy me vlogs welcome welcome
welcome perfect out yeah I'll definitely
do that this evening cuz I don't like
missing my messages I know I got quite a
few messages the last couple of days
I'm concerning my meds and stuff which
purse is I think it's out in the living
room I'll look for it because the few
people wanted to know what my meds were
that I was on oh my gosh Amy I am so
sorry you guys this is awful in the
worst timing ever around the around the
holidays I am so sorry this is so sad
this is very sad news that so many of my
friends are going through hard times and
I didn't even know again same with you
if you could reach out to me and you
want to talk and all just please let me
know my heart breaks for each and every
one of you and and for once I haven't
spoken up that might have lost somebody
you know that I'm thinking about
everybody because loss is never easy hey
Debbie ring welcome um can you give a
shout-out to my friend hello Caitlin oh
happy Monday um I'm trying to catch up
on everybody I loved your workout video
oh I'm so happy I know I was looking at
it today cuz I was gonna do a workout
today
and then I promised myself yesterday I
was gonna take a break today and just
kind of have a I'm gonna say a down day
because I I did stuff but I didn't do
any work out but I took the day off
today just to relax and spend time with
the kids and stuff like that so yeah hey
Madison welcome I'm not gonna do a house
tour I am so sorry not right now anyways
my kids are out in the living room and
you know my daughters in pajamas and
stuff so hey sweetie welcome I was just
on your life just a little bit ago
welcome welcome you are allowed to have
a break from working out yes and I am so
excited to say so Thursday when before I
went to the was Thursday yeah Thursday
before I went to the doctor's I weighed
and I weighed 475 or 479 pounds sorry
which pretty much pretty much puts me
back where I was at today I got on the
scale and I weighed and I lost seven
pounds since Thursday I am down to 472 I
am so excited I have been doing hard
work behind the scenes I have been being
very very careful about what I'm eating
I am just doing I'm doing doing because
I know I don't have a choice and my
health has got to come first and you
know I'm feeling even just within the
last couple of days I've already started
feeling so much more better so I am like
okay I can do this I know it's everyday
I wake up and I keep telling myself I'm
gonna do this I'm gonna do this and also
with the Med that he put me on for my
back has helped so much so much and
normally I weigh and I record it but I
didn't do it on Thursday because I
wasn't expecting I just was expecting to
get the same number I've been getting
for the last couple weeks so I got on
there and knowing it set for seven I'm
like huh I don't want I don't want to
record that and then when I got on the
scale this morning I didn't have my
phone or anything on me I just grabbed
the scale and weighed and when it said
for singing to I'm like dang it and I
didn't record it but I'm marking it down
on my calendar and just
keeping track basically for myself
because I really now it's not even about
the numbers so much is it I just have to
get this weight off and I need to get it
off now so I'm feeling really good
hey Amy I finally caught you live so
excited welcome butterflies welcome yes
I'm so excited that I lost seven pounds
you know I I know that I can do it it's
just a matter of keeping my mind
straight but I think a lot of it has to
do with you
that word diabetes diabetic does not
ring well with me I would take a dump
before my way that's a good idea
oh yeah thank you Thank You chef I
appreciate it yeah it's something very
exciting for me because like I said it's
been a struggle I have been on the
struggle bus for quite a while and I
haven't been able to get off of it like
every time it came to a stop I thought
I'd get off and start somewhere and it
just I would start to step off that
struggle bus and somehow I found myself
back up on it but I think now that I
know oh that I gotta get serious I know
I have to do it seriously four pounds
I'm - oh my god I'm even gonna ask but
uh how many days did you not take a dump
for tip cup for it to weigh four pounds
Lord hmm maybe I do need to go check it
but yeah I am extremely excited and yeah
the medicine that he put me on for my
back uh I know I bout died when she said
four pounds um it's hoping and it's it
said that it can help pretty quickly
after starting it - it couldn't take a
couple of weeks mine I think it started
right away
last night I was last night yeah last
night I hey hold on he's in the sandbox
taking a dump he's taking a dump
maybe he thinks he's gaining weight
good job Mastan god boy there's a good
boy yeah you're gonna stop at me huh are
you gonna stop stuffs up some stumps up
something oh you're not gonna come bite
my feet no I knew you're gonna come for
that hold on let me get him he's sitting
here waiting come here baby come here
Mastan where are you I come here
he sits under my chair where I can't get
him and he'll sit there yep he's right
under there come here baby come on come
on let's show our friends they'd seen
you can do her baby yeah well you can't
walk up to the camera ding-dong cousin
they can't see you come here
no you're not biting my feet turd
my toes don't edge thank you come here
you guys turned back around sorry gonna
be dizzy for just a second
yes this is big boy oh I'm sorry you
guys I've totally missed your chat look
she had no toy friend see hello jr. Lou
Mastan hey yeah hi Jodi
yeah he's just a big baby he is oh yes
he's a big boy he weighs 12 and a half
pounds yeah
California is one place that they won't
allow him oh yeah baby yeah baby does he
stink no no we keep him clean though I
mean he gets baths three times a week we
can't give him any more of a bath
because their oils it's kind of like dog
fur um I really want to sneak in a hedge
oh ho ho oh I know but that we can have
hedgehogs here and Ollie was that was
his thing he wanted to kids are coming
okay I'm not gonna do the game right now
okay okay I'm gonna put Sebastian down
actually I'm gonna have Maya come and
get him so that he can go and play okay
yeah he pooped in his box um hold on
just a second Jer Jer could you come get
mashed in
by being mute Missy in a fighting mood
mash smash watch me Ashton Seba
boyfriends say boyfriend yeah you came
in and took a dump on camera okay no
take him out
nope take him out honey well you just
let him go my kids listen wall okay let
me see really quick I missed all these
messages okay take it out Maya can you
please add that game to her iPad hold on
sorry uh oh my gosh she's Gideon yeah
he's huge that's awesome I'm down 35
pounds and Counting we can do a girl
congratulations Christina thank you Anna
stop biting my feet stop um does he
sleep in a crate at night or is he free
all night long ferrets are not illegal
yeah I'll come to organize oh cool
perfect little girls adorable thank you
I'm trying to catch up on messages are
you going to do another cooking video
soon I will be binge watching your
videos got behind with work oh I have to
get my kiddo in the bath so it's I know
[Music]
good night Hannah thank you so much for
stopping by I appreciate it I know it's
fairly late where most of you guys are
I'm on Pacific time so here it's 8:15
almost it's 8:12 so I know it's kind of
late but I was just like I want to come
on and say hello so you have a wonderful
night Hannah
perfect are you going to take off too
and butterfly it's a good question so my
goal is to yes I really would like
whoops oh okay Oh butterfly you're from
Salem did I already know this maybe I
knew this I don't know oh you're on the
same time zone as me okay you're from
Seattle right gosh now I'm all mixed up
now you guys got me all squared away
um don't flush stirred not squirt away
uh anyways ouch
[Music]
oh you're from Vegas where is OC don't
call me dumb i OC where what is what is
OC stand for now I'm completely yes
remember my daughter found you oh yes
yes yes yes okay yes thank you for
reminding me
goodness I'm horrible I promise I I'm
horrible um anyways back to cooking
videos I am here's the thing is where's
OC I don't know where OC Zack I want to
do cut more cooking videos but I
definitely am going to be incorporating
my new eating lifestyle so it's I'm
trying to sit down and figure out where
okay so at least I don't feel alone
nobody knows where OC is out
so where's OC yeah so we can well know
next time
Orange County I didn't even think of
that
oh my gosh yeah I'm not good with you
know areas locations states countries
yeah anyways but I want to do that where
I am incorporating the new lifestyle
change of my eating and things like that
so I'm going to I've been on Instagram
like every single day writing down
recipes and ideas because I'm going to
be uh yeah geography was never my thing
I remember when you were in school and
well when I was in school I don't know
if everybody did it but it's on this big
white sheet of paper and you had to make
the mountains like the tall mountains
that stood and you had to make where the
mountains were located as a girl we'll
just say I got enough okay straight F
and it wasn't an F for fascination not
at all
anyways but Wednesday I'm planning
because I'm waiting for Olli to have a
day off so that he can keep the kids so
I can go and do a really good grocery
shopping where I can pay attention look
at my ingredients look at the nutrition
facts which one's gonna be better than
others because I know like there were
some people that mentioned be careful
because sugar-free doesn't mean that
it's just sugar-free or diet doesn't
always mean it's the best thing so I
really have to juggle and I haven't met
with my nutritionist so I'm just kind of
winging it until I can meet with them
also I might go ahead and go back to
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what is the my nutrition therapist but I
don't know I'm just trying to figure out
sugar-free usually has more so see and
that's what I've been being told not
about the sodium but that sugar-free
actually could be worse than just doing
regular um I have given up soda
I haven't drink soda like even today I
stopped and grabbed water who's touching
a big who did it
Oh Maya touched your iPad yes okay so
you got to use your words and tell him
you don't like that we're working on
using words but yeah I am just really
trying to figure this this is all a new
game change for me like I you know you
have in your mind
okay Maya please leave it alone um I was
keep brother and brother rivalry
although one seven years older than the
other but anyways so he hold on just a
second you guys
kids mom life I think I want seeing a
life um but yeah I just basically at
this point now I know I have to and then
I don't have a choice
I don't have a choice I have to do this
so and I'm really excited about it and
I've already been like I said making
changes um I haven't been well okay for
like instance last night because i'm
trying i'm i'm kind of just compromising
with what i have because i can't go to
the grocery store just yet because it's
not our grocery time like we have our
budget set exactly since the last few
months ago we have a straight strict
budget and we have the food budget and
when we're out we're out so and we have
plenty of food here it's just not what
is gonna work within my new eating you
know so I'm just making what work work
until I go grocery shopping on Wednesday
so like last night we had tuna fish
sandwiches normally on a normal night
honest to god I could eat two or three
sandwiches but last night I ate one
sandwich and I was done and all II even
was like are you done and I'm like yeah
I'm done i guy I don't want any more and
I got up and I left the table I didn't
sit there I'd left the table so that I
would not find myself picking at the
food later the night prior to that we
had why don't we have the night before
oh gosh it was oh it was corned beef and
which the corned beef was really salty
after I ate it I was like oh hmm I was
probably not the best choice but I had
corned beef with some eggs and there was
like you know just I don't know just a
little bit left but and all he was like
just eat it because I don't want to go
to waste and I looked at him I'm like
boy
no I'm not I'm dying when I say I'm done
I'm done like I don't need to be forced
to eat more and he's like I'm sorry I'm
so sorry he's like
didn't mean to but it's you know it is
what it is but where are my mods oops
you are out of here goodbye I'll give
you the Royal boot as Rosie O'Donnell
Rosie o Kelley says I'll give you the
boat um look do you queer lularoe um I'm
not sure what that's supposed to mean
fat free has more sugar lularoe is still
around oh the clothes the clothes the
clothes I never worn them I never ever
got into it I don't know why but I just
never did yes FF has more sugar loaf Fe
has more sugar they amp up the sugar and
remove the fat dum dum if you ask me I
thought was so cute I am completely new
here just found this live stream from
Denmark Oh welcome we're talking about
weight and what to eat hi chaton I think
I'm saying the name right welcome to my
channel butterflies it was mine three
years ago but the quality went to crap
so I just ordered online from Lane
Bryant and they are way better quality
for my leggings hey rotten yes and just
life alrighty
Jodie we'll have to look into that in
the beginning I was at a loss for what
to eat and how so I sold some yogurts
turkey breast skin let's bone true
perfect true just eat the tuna what's a
woman that is so funny you said that
because I did that last time I was
waiting wait when the chicken egg way
for eggs a day and chicken meat we're
solid dinner oh wow
been having chai seeds in my water to
drink
China are great Kyogre is helping
me lose really butterfly I tell myself
waist or waist but I didn't see no Jodi
you're fine
Oh Pamela
I didn't see Pam here uh-oh
Pam if you're here honey I don't see you
if you're still here hello I didn't see
you sweetie check and see if you might
still have me blocked
hi bless is crazy mess hello bless this
crazy mess hello I am trying to catch up
on everybody's messages because I was
just a chatting away and I didn't see is
your husband home from work yet so he
contented the kids while you're on live
stream no mm-hmm they're just playing hi
gal if I miss anybody you guys repeat I
didn't see Pam either until she said she
was leaving oh shoot well she's seen me
the other night in her life why wouldn't
I be able to see her what do I need to
do now that makes me sad because I I
legit did not mean to ignore her I
didn't see her I feel horrible um I'm
gonna go to my YouTube studio and see if
something happened is everybody here
still or did I lose everybody oh yeah
there I see Gill yeah Pam if you're here
please step in and say hi and if
somebody sees her tell me um so that I
can uh I can see what's going on because
I feel really bad do you have it on live
chat I know that is a thing well shoot
how do I
how do I do live-chat Oh Oh No well it's
tough trying to read and reply to
comments
well somebody asked if I owed II asked
if I had on live chat no I didn't now
I'm trying to figure out how I go in and
see if somebody was blocked I don't have
her block she seen me on her live the
other night but see what's weird is she
has gone into a couple other people's
lives and I've seen them respond back to
her but I can't see her comment so I
don't know I'm not being able to see her
um I don't know that's really weird Pam
I apologize sweetie I don't know what is
going on
but check and see if for some reason you
might have me blocked or something I
need to figure this out because mmm
sometimes you go into Rosie's chat and
I'll see like Rosie reply back to you or
whatever or I'll see like one of her
mods you knows talking to you
and I look where's she at I don't see
her name anywhere so I don't know I'm
not being able to see you in other
people's lives and I can't see you here
touch her name and a list will show up
but I don't even see her name that's
what's weird
yeah hold on let's see Jody Gale Blass
voyage bless Jody
where did it
Thank You Kristina about saying my the
gray looks good on me
I just seen that and Julie Hart that was
a great guess when you said Oregon City
no I don't even see her name on here at
all like she didn't even show up on my
stuff so if anybody talks to Pam please
let her know that I apologize I did not
see her on my life that I can't see her
on anybody's live and to check and see
if for some reason I have her blocked if
you don't have it on live chat you don't
see all the comments I was told maybe
that was the case I didn't have it on
live chat that is why I didn't see her
until she was leaving um no because I
put it on live chat now and it's I still
don't but that's still the same thing as
when I'm on Rosie's I'm on live chat and
I don't see her name but people will be
talking to her so I know she's there I
just can't see her so oh I'm sorry hey
Christy welcome welcome welcome sweetie
and voyage I don't know if I said
welcome but if I didn't welcome and I
know there was one more I seen sneak in
here if I haven't said welcome to you
pop in and say hello
oh yes Rosie is my girl hey what are we
doing
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okay okay well okay I'm on why blow so
you guys need to go play I don't know
why this is uh Gail oh my gosh
why honey okay I need this turn down or
I'm gonna get copyright why okay
okay you can't right now honey let me
finish this and then I will what's for
dinner tonight so I'll I'll help you in
just a little bit kay
yes I will in just a minute okay give me
a chance okay go sit down I will be out
there in a minute
um yeah she's third gender which I did
not even know what that was until sweet
Rosie explained it um she is a
sweetheart though I have fallen so in
love with her channel I I looked forward
honest to god
I look forward to her when she comes
live every night and when she doesn't
come live I almost feel lost like
where's my Rosie what is their gender so
third gender if I if I'm explaining it
correctly
hey Holy Spirit welcome sweetie welcome
welcome I miss you what um third gender
is a woman with Mel goods I guess you
can say perfectly put Jody perfectly put
so they're a mill they do have women
parts like womanly parts like rosie has
breasts but they don't go into an actual
transition but they do take hormones I
don't know if I'm making it correctly if
I'm explaining it correctly but when you
you know I know some people have
feelings about that but when you look
over above all of that she's an amazing
person inside and out like I just abso
I love her personality she's just and
she's so smart she is so smart I have
learned so much from her honestly so if
you haven't checked out Rosie o Kelly
jump on over she's got three channels
she is got Rosie o Kelly
Rosie McNamara and then there's the
other one which is Rosie Rosie Murphy um
the Mack Meyer is adult rated because
she wears bikinis and has fun and then
when she's out doing like what she calls
him couch is and what she does is she
travels around in her van she has a home
that she lives in but she also travels
in her van and she will take her cell
phone and she does walkthroughs of
cities and just shows you the most
amazing scenes of good and bad life and
I have learned so much about different
places like Mexico that I would never
know had I not been watching her and
seen the lifestyle and seen the things
or Las Vegas Las Vegas is another one
yeah she fixes vans she's fixing right
now she's fixing Elvis travels van she's
totally gutted it out and is remaking
the entire van for him and this lady is
I can't even describe how much I
absolutely adore this lady she's just
awesome she's awesome because for all of
us not just beautiful Rosie Oh Holy
Spirit you're so sweet but yes I do
agree um let's see who else popped in
here so if I if I explained it
okay I'm hoping but yeah I just I don't
know I love her channel and she has her
little tag-along Elvis travel he just
tags along he just follows her wherever
he's in her he's in her little shadow
a lot of people don't care for them but
I just see it as when you think of Rosie
you think of Elvis that's just how it
goes
at least for me I mean bless his little
pea-brain he's got me blocked for oh I
don't even know what for reasons but you
know Gayle I'm gonna butcher that last
name Gill welcome I am NOT Gail Jones
because I already welcome Gail Jones so
the other Gail welcome cuz I will
butcher your last name and I don't want
you but anyways back to my medicines
that I was telling you about so the
medicine hello so happy you're alive you
me ah Thank You me too I was missing you
I'm missing all of you yeah but pain med
the blocker whoa it is working because
yesterday I stood in my kitchen stood
stood did not sit down did not allow
myself to sit down stood in my kitchen
for 45 minutes and scrubbed my kitchen
oh yeah I was excited and to some people
that you're probably thinking okay
that's a daily thing you should be doing
but for me it was not a daily thing
because of the pain in my back was so
bad I mean to the point where you guys
it hurt to even walk from my chair to my
bathroom without crying because my back
hurts so bad I really don't know no it
starts with an N I'll grab the name of
it here in a second I thought my
medicine purse was in here Oh
I will be coming out here and shortly
how I got my ball all the pills you guys
I'm working it up um Gail I think you
got it right
okay you shut my door hold on
we go through all the 25,000 med someone
okay I'll be out there to make it home
because you just had macaroni and cheese
so um Gail I think you
okay sorry yes it is no nort chirp I
can't even say it it's that hope you
guys can read that can you see that and
it's just 25 milligrams it says take one
capsule by mouth at bedtime and it's
also supposed to help with sleep but it
doesn't make me sleepy he said that he
can bump it up more if need be but um I
already fell the effect so I how does
your mom to handle that Leslie Oh
welcome Leslie I'm sitting here talking
to you and I never even said welcome
welcome oakum well holy could be mind
over matter but if it works yeah that's
great small accomplishments add up you
are so motivated to get on the right
track absolutely voyage um absolutely I
can relate to Amy and the Med I am
honest aprox in own aprox and oh that's
not naproxen sorry I didn't take pain
meds because of this uh well they told
yes Jody yeah they um
hi Diana welcome my cardiologist took me
off everything really
um not really sure she's oh wow well I'm
hoping not to be on this med for very
long I really would like to be able to
get off of it but I know that's well
he's ordering an MRI for my back that's
to make sure what's going on if I have a
stress fracture on my lower spine
because of the pain that I'm having but
in the meantime he gave me that pain med
which is helping tremendously obviously
because I'm being able to do a lot more
than I was being able to do just a few
days ago
and also with that it's helping me build
that muscle back up
I love you to me I hope Oh Gil I've
heard that is so painful good for nerve
pain according to Google yes Jodie and
it says that it's not it's not
considered a narcotic which was my
biggest thing like I just was like
mm-hmm um because I told him I said you
know I for me personally I am very
against narcotics I just AM I don't like
them I don't want them then shut my door
and stay in here and go sit on my bed go
sit down you're being rude while I'm
talking
um and so okay job Gail oh talking about
hey Matt Erik hello strangers I just
seen you on live yesterday but I only
caught like the last five minutes of it
and so I didn't say hello cuz I didn't
want you guys to feel like you had to
stay on because I was coming in late but
I enjoyed watching you I miss you guys's
lives so happy to catch you live with
you hey Lynn welcome welcome welcome
oh yes there is my Cynthia hi Cynthia
can you block her she's a troll she's
always on my butt she always says that I
am doing child abuse oh I do i abused my
children I Bews them with love I have
Triple D also but have three bulging did
oh ouch
yes voyage I agree I need knee
replacements also but they won't do it
because of my weight what are you doing
for it um what am i doing for my back
pain um if you're asking for what I'm
doing for my back pain my doctor put me
on I can't even pronounce that they had
mentioned it up in the chat somewhere so
I'm taking that and then also I am
losing weight I mean that's just I am in
a wheelchair and I walk a little all
perfect
I'm sorry sweetie I okay um just shut
the door I am so sorry to hear that
you're in a wheelchair is it do you have
like are you always gonna be in a
wheelchair just wear the highest heel
and looks beautiful
yes Jodi you're right um but I also just
lost seven pounds since Thursday
because I know craps gotten real and I'm
not just playing with you know ooh me
wanting to lose weight no I know I have
to know that I was diagnosed with the
diabetes and then also my vitamin D
levels being extremely low like they
were didn't play a good part in also
feeling like I couldn't stay awake like
you guys always were saying why do you
yawn why do you yawn why do you yawn and
everybody was getting so mad at me
because I yawned all the time and I was
always tired like literally I would wake
up and within 15-20 minutes I would
already be crushed back out again and
sometimes Ollie said I would sleep for a
good couple of hours and I don't know I
couldn't understand why I slept at night
and I slept good so why was I not
sleeping welcome to find out because my
vitamin D level was so extremely low
that they do you have sleep apnea ever
go to sleep good um I had done a test
but I didn't at home test whoa what's
going on
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oatmeal admission hold on that's called
a Styrofoam cup okay someone wants to
say hello to you Omar hold on Oh your
panda hold on stop say hello Sam
say hello Gayle see nice hair huh hey
you guys this is really warm so I don't
want you guys to go and start downing it
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okay shut my door sissy girl said hello
Omar table it sir said hello Gayle yeah
he doesn't know that I think this
weekend we are going to be cleaning
cutting some air I told all the I said
okay it's time we've let him have his
long hair long enough it is now almost
past his button it's time and he's of
course now you're not cutting it and I'm
like yeah buddy we are we're we're
cutting it everybody is now saying oh
you're twin girls are so cute girl was
Apple and I'm not going to get into a
fight let's fight to prove one visible I
know well we're not gonna like buzz it
off but we are going to give him like
hey Amy welcome welcome welcome thank
you and yes I'm happy you thought you
you fought me too I hope you didn't
fight me um
this stream is no wings go away
go away um anyways oh yeah uh-huh you
guys talk about hey Kim welcome you know
what that is so weird that you came on I
was just thinking about you this
afternoon I was like you know I haven't
called and checked on her or called her
check done'
I have not Facebook checked on you to
see how you were doing I'm so sorry um
yeah Thank You Jody give him the Royal
boat
hire precious he's going to break heart
so an older I know and mom's gonna be
the one like don't don't look at me what
is your favorite pie my favourite is
cream pie um
uncut mmm that's a funny question for
you to ask me um double team the other
one cuz there's one more up there I
think your hair shows are so futile oh
you know they've been so plain lately
and literally they have been so plain I
haven't done nothing with my his jobs
lately and I don't know why all he asked
me the other day to he's like why don't
you do anything with your his jobs
anymore he's like you used to like tie
him up and wrap it and I said well when
you're a mother chasing after you know a
three and a four year old and know
you're lucky I get anything on top of my
head before I'm running out the door
I want to show you guys something look
at this this is the one no hold on
look at this I'm so excited I got it but
I'm bummed because it doesn't fit no
I've got to figure out what am I do
supposed to do a review on it but I'm
just going to show you guys cream pies
oh yeah some people got time on their
hands
how do you spell your daughter's name I
always forget I love you too oh I love
you
um her name is spelled e sr8 a it's Ezra
a lot of people get confused and caller
Ezra
but as with the Z as is a boy's name
hers is Ezra oh hi milena welcome a
Polly spirit I want to overall be
downtown in people were putting hay jobs
on people
oh you're thinking of turbines
butterflies I think you're thinking of
turbines Amy enjoy your babies every
moment of the day I missed those days
with my daughter
oh I know
and I try I do I do I try to and you
know losing my my one baby before he was
born I do you know I go back and I think
about that and I think you know I could
be one of those moms that never got to
experience that you know absolutely
butterfly absolutely I have never gone
to the road beat I never have um I don't
know why but I just never did I never
have went but I would like to go one
year because they do a lot with like
island stuff and with Maya
I like to get him as close as I can to
learning things about his culture
because you know I mean I can help him
to the point but I mean I'm not gonna be
the best at it
and so trying to find something but I
don't think I'm gonna be lucky to find
it okay so anyways I'm not gonna be able
to show it to you guys the way I wanted
to I'm gonna be doing a review on this
but I just want to show you guys cuz you
guys are special hey butterfly you do a
good girl I'm just as cheap um Lynn Lynn
I lost my older my only daughter when I
always sex me oh man I am so sorry I
lost my little boy why isn't this I lost
my little boy when I was almost 20 weeks
pregnant and I will say it was one of
the hardest things I have ever
experienced
I would never wish that upon even my
worst night my worst enemy it's hard
it has been nice talking to you thank
you good night Amy and everyone Thank
You Kel so much I appreciate you
stopping by
everybody keep each other in your
thoughts and prayers because there's a
lot of ladies that are going through
major losses in the last few days and
it's not losses never easy
so definitely everybody's in my thoughts
and prayers I want to show you guys this
really quick um so I told you guys about
a company that had sponsored me before
not they didn't sponsor me but they gave
me a product to do a review on which was
the ring remember this one the ring I
haven't really worn it much I've worn it
a few times but I haven't worn it much
cuz it's really big
oh okay um so anyways she had contacted
me and they had launched this new line
that you can draw pictures just get a
pair of shorts for now you can draw it
like have I have the kit no you're not
wearing shine - oh my god he must wear
sparkly pants your basketball shorts
anyways so they have this company or
they have this line that you take
pictures and you send it in and they
will make jewelry out of what it is that
the person drew or whatever
so anyways mine and Ali's anniversary is
coming up this month and we will be
married ten years so I thought it would
be kind of special to have him write
something and have it put into a
bracelet so this is what he this is
exactly how he drew it I was hoping to
have the paper that he drew it on but
you can see how the heart isn't perfect
and it says Amy and Ollie on it I am in
love and it's like perfectly because
it's exactly the way his hearts are and
he's like I thought they were gonna fix
the heart I'm like no that's the whole
purpose they're not going to so yeah
Thank You Gayle um but I'm so I'm gonna
be doing a review on it but I wanted to
show you guys it just because I honestly
I love that one that one was a very
favorite one of mine I think that's
probably one of where did my box go okay
oh um yeah I love it
it is very cute but unfortunately it's
too small so now they're sending me
something else because it's too small so
she's like just give it to your daughter
and Michael give in to my daughter
keeping it I'm giving it
I'm hoping that they will yeah
definitely I am I love it honestly even
if it doesn't fit get an extension
you know what Nancy I was just looking
at that today I was looking on Amazon I
just want to make sure I get one that's
not going to like change I don't know
where to get them to where they're not
gonna change because these are real so
well yeah this this bracelet right here
would normally cost $85 but they gave it
to me for free that ring was 165 but I
got it for free and now I get to choose
out a different product so I can do a
review on that one too and I get it for
free do you see why I like doing reviews
you guys some of you guys are like oh my
god I don't like the reviews but I get
free stuff actually perfect that's true
it would give me a reason to lose even
more weight because my wrist would lose
weight because my wrist is not that big
it literally it fits like just like not
even an inch Oh Kimberly I didn't even
think about that
yeah voyage I love free I love free why
not like this I got this first for free
it's a 74 dollar purse and I got it for
free I mean I can't beat it can I be you
I know right I know I'm I love when
people hit me up and like I said you
know I mean I get product to show and
then because of that I get free stuff so
you know it's a win-win situation I got
a keyboard for my kids but that thing's
not working so now I don't know what I'm
supposed to do the volume will turn upon
I'm like oh I can't do a review and lets
you get one that's working one thing I
do to motivate myself was by a charm for
every five pounds I lost I show you my
tricep
oh yeah please send me a picture of it
that is absolutely okay I will be out
there in a minute
a real apple yeah where is there a real
apple Maya do we have real apples Thank
You Lynn I appreciate it you know I've
heard a lot of people talking about
going to Weight Watchers which I heard
that the Weight Watchers is actually
free hold on
well that's what I get I had fake apples
in my cupboard because I was gonna use
him for a fall décor thing and he
thought they were real apples so he's
spazzing now thinking were hiding apples
from him they're fake mine's like
they're fake mom they don't work all the
butterflies are you leaving good night
thank you for stopping by I appreciate
it yes fake apples who would think what
okay hold on
you won't what hey Julie hello it's
time what's conch seven new word a
true mom question do we have real apples
huh I know no I just hold on to the fake
ones my cousin lost 100 pounds on Weight
Watchers in eight months eight months or
six it was either six or eight months
she lost a hundred pounds and she has a
lunchtime I'm like mmm baby it's a new
work for me since I like to add new
words to my vocabulary all time Jody you
love how I add words to my vocabulary am
i spelling correct but yeah she lost a
hundred because someone said it's
I'm and I said what is
she meant to say lunch um but yeah I
she's been able to keep it off this
whole time and she's actually going to
be joining again in January though just
to do maintain but she she's kept it off
her oh gosh well she started before I
even had Maya so at least almost 12
years ago she's kept it off this whole
time doing what she did when she lost I
wonder about that Jody dolly yeah thanks
for telling me that um what did you say
and um I did it the first time I got
married and it worked if only I had
stuck to it we'll see and that's just
that's the problem yeah yeah Jodi I
think that's what she is
I just don't understand the point system
they use for Weight Watchers has it
gotten easier we'll see holy that's what
I was on my Watchers too and I was 88
pounds that was years ago actually and
that's what's weird is my body loses
like right at like or my mind allows me
to get as far as my body loses roughly
around 80 to 88 pounds and then for some
reason I go back up I never can get past
that Yellin I agree I mean I it worked
for me but I didn't stick to it clearly
I didn't feel like I deprived myself and
in fact my cousin has asked me to join
her when she starts in January but I
don't know I mean I guess you could I'm
a food addict same here sweetie same
here
yeah perfect I agree I haven't seen the
new program I don't know I don't usually
do the points I do the foods you can eat
all you want
but some people can't do that because of
overeating
yes Jodi that was the thing was I could
not do that all-you-can-eat one because
I didn't have that mindset at the time
to stop you know now I've gotten such
more of a healthy relationship with food
that I hold on how many people does it
show on my chat because I'm only seeing
three people in one thumb up oh my
things completely off
oh wow okay alright alright well if
anybody's here that hasn't given me a
thumbs up please give me a thumbs up I
only seen one so it was making me a
little nervous um yes
sweet baby well I know what you're
wanting and you're gonna have to wait a
minute because Maya cannot cook honey
it's french toast as what you're
thinking of and he cannot cook that your
brother tries to do many things
Oh
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on toast okay I'm gonna be getting off
because I got to start dinner and
actually tonight I'm making salmon and
shrimp and then I'm making oli rice oh
wow
yo that's awesome oh it's awesome I said
hold on you can wait a minute you're
being rude then shut my door I will be
out in a minute sitting there yelling
and crying is not gonna get you anything
at this point one then stop go out and I
will do it in a minute shut the door
why are you making what do you make it
sorry you guys I am teaching my kids it
may seem like I'm being mean or rude but
I'm making my kids wait and talk to me
at the right time because they need to
learn they're not gonna just come up to
me and expect me to stop everything
because they want something they want
something right now
no because my are Omar goes into
kindergarten in September and his
teacher is not gonna be sitting there
just letting him come up to them and
demand because he wants something and
like that's just not gonna happen so it
has to start somewhere it's gonna start
from home before somebody has to take
care of my kid and he's out of control
so I get sometimes messages like I don't
understand why you don't you know why
you do not tend to your kids right away
well because if I did that then my kids
are gonna be a little butt holes and
they're gonna be one of those type of
kids that are screaming everywhere we go
because they're just wanting something
and no it's the other day I was in
Walmart actually an S from wanted a toy
and I told her no she wasn't getting a
toy we weren't there to buy a toy not
every time we go to the store you're
gonna buy a toy and she threw probably
the biggest tantrum I have ever seen out
of her ever I ended up having to leave
my cart with everything in it and I had
to walk out and I was so mad because I
was embarrassed for one and for two
because I've never seen her act like
that and I got her in the car and I just
sat there in my steering wheel for a
minute and I just had to breathe in and
breathe out and remind myself this is
just a season we're gonna get through
this calm down because I was I was mad
and by the time I was done calming down
she calmed down and then we talked about
it and we were able to actually you know
I was able to tell her you know what
made mommy mad she got to tell me what
she wanted and I you know we were able
to go back and forth without being you
know
by the end of it we ended up going to
another store but going in and then she
she knew if she was going to do this
again we're going to leave the store
again and so I haven't had that issue
again so it's just I'm having to start
cracking down because I did not
I wasn't Stern in the beginning and now
it's catching up to me so because of
that now I have to play a little bit
more of a mean mom and they're gonna
have rules I've been making them clean
up all their toys I've been making them
you know do stuff because you know I'm
not the one the place of toys if I'm not
the one playing with the toys you can
help clean up you know my kids all got
their little chores going on that will
be so good Johnny okay I missed it all
good night
oh good night voyage I know I'm so sorry
I have three spoiled brats grandma
spoils them ha ha ha how did they get
over it
yeah totally Thank You Jodie I
appreciate it some people give me a hard
time over it you know on YouTube but you
know at the end of the day I'm the one
that has to deal with it when they grow
up and I'm not gonna have these kids out
of control just isn't gonna work
whenever my daughter acted out I would
be the one to go to my room going to her
room yeah oh thank you holy I appreciate
it I try I try to you know I made fried
rice and brown rice veggies and chicken
breasts use stock instead of oil oh that
sounds amazing actually that's what
we're talking about what I was making
for dinner today so I'm gonna make I we
had bought I agree with you Lynn I
totally agree with you I we had bought a
salmon from Costco and it was a big
salmon too it was a fresh salmon and for
some reason I have been really really
really craving salmon I'm not much of a
fish eater but I wanted salmon and so he
we cut it he cut it all he cut it and
then he made half and then I put the
other half in the
Reiser and we forgot about it and the
other day I was in the freezer I'm like
hey we still have this whole half of the
salmon so I'm just gonna make a rub for
it with some garlic no butter none of
that stuff but just you know garlic and
stuff okay Maya can you add it to his
and then I'm gonna make some shrimp no
butter see that's the thing I always go
for the butter and stuff and I just am
NOT gonna do it you know I just heard
somebody talking about salmon patties I
even never had him there might be a
little bit left by the time hear hear
but yeah I am and then like I said I'll
make rice Frawley but I'm not I won't
eat the rice I have actually have a
couple bags of salad so I'm gonna make a
salad for myself I can have a pad of
butter I'm just so nervous like I just
don't want to do anything that's gonna
cause my a to get worse um I know I was
gonna ask you guys something
goodness I am so sorry um why don't you
guys use for dressings other than like
ranch and things like that what is some
see I'm a ranch eater but clearly ranch
is not gonna be okay see oh wait hey
animal did I say it welcome to you you
just popped in here I didn't even see
you welcome welcome
yes moderation even if you eat half of
what you ever did true vinegar and olive
oil oh that's a good one I tell you our
just salt and pepper oh yeah lots of
herbs I wanted to look into like I only
use the vinaigrettes do you get those
from the store like I had a
he has a raspberry vinaigrette I want to
say it was I once it was raspberry um
but it was open in the fridge and I was
definitely afraid that I wasn't going to
be able to eat it because I was afraid
it was gonna be bad yeah I'll have to
look into all of that Jill why does my
name show up Orange Oh cuz she tagged
you I'll have to try that tonight cuz
I'm gonna make a solid tonight but you
guys I just noticed it's 9 o'clock can
all he's gotten off work by now or he's
going to be getting off work any minute
and so I've got to start making the rice
and stuff so when he gets home he can
sit down and eat but um
I appreciate you guys coming on and
chatting with me I appreciate it perfect
please make sure that yes Jody I'm the
same with you um please make sure that
you sent a message to the right person I
will double check because I'd like to
get that message and anybody have any
ideas of things to try to eat you know
for recipes and things sit in my
direction through Facebook through
Instagram I want something so bad okay
yeah so I want some new good healthy
recipes you know it's all a new all a
new thing for me I mean I've been doing
this for a long time however I was
allowed to have a cheat here or there
now I can't I can't afford to have a
cheat here or there that's not it that's
just not even an option
so anyways well you guys I appreciate
everybody coming out and saying hello
and sharing your guys's amazingness with
me I love each and every one of you even
you trolls out there tickle-tickle yes I
love you
like I had mentioned before if you
haven't checked out rosio Kelly's
channel do it you will not be at all
upset there are two more channels I
wanted to call out to you guys really
quick while I have you on here one is
chef wannabes life she's on here all the
time her name is Chris she's got an
amazing beautiful channel lots of nice
cooking recipes she does a little bit of
here--there's and she also does alive on
Wednesday nights No
yes Wednesday nights I had to think
about that for a minute she does
Wednesday night lives but check her out
and the other one is Susie by the sea go
give her love to let them know that Amy
sent you and I will talk to you guys
soon love you all bye